By Susan Bourque
This year was my 4th
time running the 12-hour race around Lake Quannapowitt in Wakefield,
MA. This race is by far my favorite ultra race. I think it has to
do with no fixed distance – that you can just run as much as
possible within a fixed timeframe. I have found the trail ultra
races with a fixed distance much more mentally challenging.
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Sue at about mile 54.
Photo by Fil Faria |
This year was the first time
that I ran this race during the day. The past three years, this race
had been run from 7pm – 7am. While fighting exhaustion was always
a challenge, the weather was never a problem. And with ample supply
of Red Bull (this race is the only time during the year I drink this
sh*t), who needs sleep? So, I arrived to the race headquarters on
Saturday morning and checked in. The 24-hour race had started the
previous night at 9pm, so runners were already on the course. I
cannot deny the feeling of impending doom I had while waiting for the
race to start. I knew there would be a whole lot of hurt coming my
way. I chatted with some runners before the start and felt weirdly
like a veteran, as both women I spoke with had never run this race
before. I still remember one of the women asking me if you had to
run the whole 12 hours to get a medal. I thought that was such a
ridiculous question at the time, but then when I saw her about three
hours in with her flip flops on and with her gear heading to her car,
it all made sense.
So, the race finally starts and
we’re off. This has to be the most difficult race to gauge
performance in that it is impossible to have any sense of how you are
doing relative to other runners. Most of the runners hung together
for the first few laps, but as soon as someone stopped to use the
restroom or get a drink, you separated from them and likely never saw
them again unless you lapped them. I ran with a crazy ultra-runner
(who had run a 100 miler about 3 weeks prior and was planning on
another 100 miler in the fall as well as other “shorter” distance
races) for the first few laps and then we separated and never saw
each other again that day. She ended up coming in second.
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The author exhausted but smiling.
Photo by Zona Sharfman |
Because you have no sense of how
you are doing relative to others, you just keep running and hope it’s
good enough. There is NO way I could have done that alone for 12
hours. Fortunately, I did not have to. There was so much support
out on the course. E.J., Ken, Mike, Dave, Katie, Bethany, Fil,
Allyson, Frank, and of course, Zona and Dan who camped out with Fred and
helped keep me sane when I was starting to lose it later in the day.
I was so lucky to have many of you run with me and I know I was not
the best company. Tired, cranky, nauseous, sick of running and
running very slow – I was an awesome running partner! Yet, everyone
was so great and supportive. The amazing support of everyone is
seriously the ONLY way I stayed on my feet and kept running. I
recall being surprised towards the end of the race that top runners
were dropping out and I have no doubt they did so only because they
did not have my secret weapons – Angry Chickens.
I also
never would have finished as many laps without supportive runners
pulling me along. I remember refusing to accept the idea that I
would run any more than 17 laps. This was later in the day and I
thought 17 was a respectable number to put up and my brain would not
allow me to think about running more than that number. But, when I
found out that I was in the lead, I got a surge (okay maybe more like
a small blip) of energy and motivation to keep going. I ran the last
2 laps without taking a break (because you have to complete a lap to
get credit for it) as I was so nervous that I would not be able to
finish the last lap. Dave kept telling me how much time I had left.
The only time I took comfort when I realized I could walk and still
finish the lap. No walking allowed though. By that time, I just
wanted to finish the f*cking race and stop running. So, the best
feeling was “sprinting” the last few yards across the finish line
and being able to celebrate with so many that had helped me during
the day.
Thank you to all who were there
that day or who supported me remotely. It all helped. And I can’t
wait to do it all over again next year!
[Ed. Note: Sue completed 19 laps totaling 61.1 miles in 11:42:30. She was the first overall finisher in the 12 hour race, beating the first male by almost 7 minutes. Full results can be found here.]